Good days and Bad days!!!
Ever since I got an opportunity to live on my own, I knew this is something I would want more of. Having a house to myself, caring for it, making my own meals, spending time alone, going grocery shopping, and so much more helped me feel more and more me. I would read. I would journal. I would spend time Sunbathing. Take walks. All of which made me feel the happiest person on planet. I would spend time with neighbor family talking about things, laugh and create memories. I enjoyed being alone; it was serene. Like everything else, it also came with its own merits and demerits. When you make a decision to live with yourself, truly so, You are forced to confront everything that is. You start to see your thoughts, beliefs, habits, emotions, trauma just to name few. You may try to distract yourself, you may try to suppress what is unwanted but it doesn't go away. I was never terrified to be alone in a house, but now that think about it, that is exactly what i needed. It gave...